Chapter Thirteen : Homebound.
They all sat in the living room, cradling a drink of some
sort. Gabriella sat curled up on John's lap. It's was clear she was still
shaken up by Derrick's attempt to control her. Dave sat on the ground in front
of the fire. He was playing with little Rosie, closely guarded by her mom. Sue
was watching them like a momma bear from the love seat behind them.
She still appeared puzzled and surprised by all that had
happened in the last forty eight hours. It was difficult to comprehend. What
she did understand, was that the gang was no longer. Dave told her she didn't
need to worry any longer about Chasey and any of the others. He hadn't really
shared much details, not that she really wanted to know.
As she looked at the other two, it was clear that Adam was
feeling restless and Ed appeared to be very calm and relaxed. The first time
she met him, he was silent but he had a dark mood around him. The only one
missing was Merlin. When she asked Dave about him, he had replied that Merlin
was taking care of things at the club to make sure it stayed closed. Their
conversation drifted from one general topic to another but at some point, Dave
didn't want to stall anymore.
Looking at Rosie, it became evident she was battling Mister
Sandman and was losing the fight. Looking up at Dave, he surprised her with
asking her if it was all right for him to put the little girl to bed. She
watched how he very carefully scooped up her sweet little girl and waited for
her to accompany him, knowing already how much her bedtime routine meant to
her.
Dave watched her put Rosie to bed and plant a tender kiss on
her temple. Sue turned on the baby monitor Merlin had conjured up for her.
"Care to take a stroll around the pond?" He smiled
as he held out his arm for Sue. "Can't call it a lake really but it does
give a lovely view."
Dave returned the smile Sue was giving him as she accepted
his arm.
They toured the tiny pond before settling at the nearby
bench, Sue seated on it, Dave sitting on the ground in front of her. They just
looked at each other for a while before Dave started talking.
"What are Rosie and you going to do?" He didn't
sound like the confident man Sue knew him to be.
"I'm not sure. I'll probably try and get my life back in
order. Take care of Rosie mainly, find a job…"
"And where do you want to do that?" Dave sounded
even more unsure of himself.
"Don't know. I know things here but in a way it would
remind me too much of what happened here too. I really don't know."
Dave had scooted up to her, his shoulder touching her legs,
as if he craved touching her in some way or another.
He looked up to her and in a hopeful tone asked, "You
think you could restart where I live? I would really hate to leave you here, it
would tear me up inside, not to mention the dent in my bank account from all
the flights back and forth."
Sue just observed him, her silence making him uneasy now, but
Dave just didn't want to give her up, not now that he found her.
"I'm not asking you to move in with me, just that you
move with me. The pack has a few apartments for rent. Babysitting wouldn't be
much of an issue if Rosie doesn't mind being with the pack children. I'm also
sure that we have an opening here or there to get you a job."
Sue just watched him, dumbfounded that he just comes up with
something that sounds like a perfect solution. She was aware of the mating call
but Dave surprised her. The stories she heard weren't all that flattering. Most
turned out to be forced turnings if the female was human.
Dave took her silence as a cue to convince her even more.
"I don't want to rush you or anything, I promise that. I
can only imagine what you've been privy to over here, but with us a mating is
sacred. We cherish our mates and the ground they walk on. I don't think you
want me to take over your life so I suggested what I hope sounds the best
solution for both. I'll woo and court you, so you get to know me in my natural
surroundings. You get settled in, get to know the rest and you decide if and
when things move forward."
By now, Dave had turned around and was sitting on his knees
before her, his fingers woven together with Sue's.
"Please, will you give us a chance? Please, will you
consider moving with me? Give me the chance of achieving perfect happiness,
giving me the opportunity to make you the happiest woman in my life." He
looked next to Sue; where the baby monitor stood silently; for a second,
smiling as the silence greeted them, telling them Rosie was sound asleep.
"Well maybe I'd have to rephrase that and let me make you both the
happiest persons in my life."
By now, Sue's face was covered in tears, biting her lip
anxiously. She knew she wanted to take things slow. She didn't want to upset
Rosie too much, but she also knew she couldn't deny herself from being happy
again.
"Ok."
"What, ok?"
"Ok, I'll make the move. I'll take up the offer for the
apartment and the job. Just give me a few days to settle in with Rosie before I
start working."
Dave had to try his hardest not to drag her close and kiss
her senseless. Slowly and tenderly, he cupped her face and brushed his lips
over hers. He felt the passion ignite within his heart and fuel his whole being
with love for the beautiful young woman in front of him. One kiss led to
another, only coming apart for a fresh gulp of air before their attraction led
to more kisses and more gentle caresses.
+ + + +
Adam stood in front of the window and smiled seeing his Alpha
on his knees for his future mate. This was one little detail he'd keep private
but was sure to tease him with later on. Seeing the loving scene, he yearned
for home. He wanted to touch Bronwille and have her close. He wanted all their
secrets out in the open so she could accept him for who and what he was.
He put his hands in his pockets and let his mind drift,
thinking about how he was going to tell her she was truly safe now, that her
attacker couldn't do those things ever again, that the whole gang was cleaned
up. There was one thing he knew he had to do and that was call the police
contact of the local wolf pack and let them know one of their
"problems" had been "taken care off".
Turning his head from left to right, he stretched the muscles
in his neck. Even though a huge load was lifted of his shoulders, he still felt
he carried half the world with him. It was time to head home and come clean
with the one person who now meant the world to him.
Just as he went to turn around, a large hand landed on his
shoulder.
"I hope this closes a few things for Bronwille. I'm glad
I could be part of this, we did good. I still can't remember it all, but my
wolf is at peace for a change, so thank you for letting him have free
reign."
"You don't have to thank me for that, Ed, it was all
Merlin. Wolfboy didn't like being put to sleep, so you had some build up when
your wolf woke up and saw the vampire. Seeing in which state you were in, there
wasn't much left of the bad guy to clean up."
"All the same, I guess I needed it. Lately I'm becoming
more and more restless and I can't pin point why. At least now I'm levelheaded
for a while." The gratitude was clear in Ed's voice as he once more gave
Adam a firm pat on the shoulder. "Merlin is offering to port us back home,
you game?"
"Yeah, just gimme a few minutes to get my things
together and I'll meet you back here."
"Deal."
Adam saw Ed going back to Merlin to inform he'd be joining
them on the quick trip back home.
Alpha, friend, sorry to
disturb you but I wanted to let you know Ed and I will be going back home,
Merlin offered us a fast trip. I can assume you'll be going by plane so you're
with Sue and Rosie?
He only had to wait a few second before he heard his Alpha's
response.
It's ok and yes, you
thought right. I'll be traveling with them. I'm not leaving them out of my
sight until I'm sure they're settled in and safe. I count on you to inform the
pack I'll be a few days behind. Don't tell them why. Just tell Tony to make
sure the apartment next to mine is cleared, cleaned and in top condition and
filled with food and things for Rosie.
Consider it done. We'll
talk again once you get back. Thanks again my friend for coming over and
helping.
It's what friends do,
we help each other.
With those words, Dave broke their mental connection and Adam
went up to his room to hastily pack his pack his bag. He wanted to get home
now.
+ + + +
Merlin slowly swirled the dark amber drink in his glass as he
gazed into the crackling fire. It still amazed him that both Gabriella and John
preferred to have a real fire in their house, especially since it was one of
the things that had the potential to shorten their lifespan considerably. He
didn't mind, he actually favored it too. The warmth and glow from a real,
sizzling fire still had a hundred times more charm then all those new
electrical heating devices they invented, or claimed to be so green.
Nipping from his drink, he savored the rich, warm taste and
enjoyed the slight burn it left behind as the liquor made its way through his
system.
He heard the door open and close and soft footsteps making
their way towards him. Just as he wanted to stand up to greet the other person,
he was halted by the tiny hand on his shoulder.
"Please, stay seated, old friend. Mind if I join
you?" Gabriella held up her own glass that held the same liquor as
Merlin's.
"I don't mind at all. Great minds think alike."
He held up his own glass and Gabriella touched it lightly
with her own before taking a seat on the chaise lounge that stood across from
the large men's chair Merlin was sitting in.
They sat together in silence for a bit, both savoring their
drink occasionally.
"Tell me, how are John and you coping?"
"Just as you put it, we're coping. We told our two other
children what has happened and they are deeply saddened too, but they
understood it was needed. I can't really explain our connection to our
children, it's different with those we sire alone. The five of us always felt the
others, now there is a void we'll have to learn to live with. Maybe over time, that gaping hole will get
smaller but at the moment it's huge and affecting us all. That is why I called
the girls. I couldn't bear opening our mental connection, not right away. It's
like some part of his essence is still with us though we know he is gone."
Merlin leaned forward and gently covered her hand and
squeezed.
"Every bond that gets broken leaves a void. It's cliché
but yeah, give it time and it will get better. May I suggest getting your
daughters to visit and explore your bonds. This way you all do it in a safe
environment and you don't have to be prepared for what could happen."
"John suggested the same but I need a few days to get
myself together. I want to figure out how he was able to take over my mind. I
almost hurt you." She sounded a bit pained now and she raised her brow
questionably as Merlin held back a laugh.
"That is what he
tried and yes, he took over your mind. Tell me from what little you know of me,
in hindsight, do you really think I would have let him get away with hurting
anyone, really bodily harming anyone? I admit, he outwitted me there but still
I was on top of things." Merlin's demeanor changed to a more serious one.
"That is the only part I hated, him getting inside of your mind. Is it all
better now, or still a bit clouded?"
"It's better now, a few more days of rest and feeding
and I'll be a hundred percent again."
"Good to hear. What do you say to us exchanging our own
stories now? Dwelling in the past may ease the pain of the last few days or at
least let us mind-travel a bit?"
"Your devious, Merlin, but I admit, I like the idea.
Question now is who starts?"
"As the saying goes: ladies first."
With a slight bow of his head, he held up his glass, as a
silent salute and starting sign for Gabriella to start her story.
+ + + +
It was close to dawn when John entered the room and saw his
Queen listening intently to Merlin. Through their connection, he felt her
curiosity, her sympathy as more of Merlin's past was revealed to her. There
were moments she felt surprised. He could only conclude that Merlin, just like
them, was really old and had his share of events to deal with.
"I hate to interrupt this little tête à tête but I do believe
Gabriella needs some rest now. I know how she gets when she gets sucked into
story telling time." John couldn't and didn't even try to hide the
amusement in his voice. It had only been the calmness in their bond that had
prevented him from intruding at an earlier time but he knew his Queen needed
her rest.
"John dear, you're a real killjoy, you know?"
Gabriella pouted but couldn't hide the twinkle in her eyes.
Merlin watched their loving interactions and had to admit
that he too, had lost track of time. Gabriella's story had been so interesting
to hear that in turn he had told everything as well. He hadn't elaborated so
much on the gruesome things he did but he told of them nonetheless. He knew
that he had found new friends in Gabriella and John and thus he held nothing
back.
"I have to agree with John though. It's nearly dawn and
even us oldies need some rest. I promise to continue my tale later on when we
all have rested."
"I'll hold you to that!"
Merlin smiled as he was privy to John picking up Gabriella,
who protested loudly yet snuggled up comfortably, and walking out of the room.
"Goodnight Merlin, we'll talk more later," John
said as he closed the door.
Merlin checked the fire and made sure it was out before he
zip zapped himself to his own room upstairs. He felt somewhat relieved now he
had told his own story to someone who understood the hard choices he once had
to make.
+ + + +
Gabriella lovingly caressed the locket normally hidden under
her clothing. She knew all the intricate carvings on it by heart. The perfectly
cut gem in the middle was warm to the touch ever since it started whizzing
about. In all these centuries, it never hummed but she could no longer ignore
the persistence it was now displaying.
Nut, the Queen Mother of their race, had bestowed this rare
gift to her. It contained the spirit of one of her offspring. Back when she was
still mortal and reigned over her kingdom, Gabriella, then known as Queen
Kasaqa, stepped up to protect her priestesses from grave bodily harm when neighboring
kingdoms tried to overtake them.
In those battles, she had lost her husband, King Alara. He
was killed right in front of her. As quickly as she could, she gathered her
ladies and other servants and hid in the secret passageways. It was then she
discovered the secret of her priestesses, why they stayed so young. Realistic
by nature, she wanted to survive and accepted their deal. That deal ensured all
their survival and when the siege was over, the Queen Mother Nut had appeared
before her.
Knowing the secret, she was given the choice to live her life
or get eternity. The Queen Mother explained as much as she could and what she
couldn't tell she showed. Kasaqa/Gabriella didn't need much convincing and
chose immortality.
During the battle, one of the priestesses had met her match
but the Queen Mother had captured her spirit in a locket which she then
presented to Kasaqa/Gabriella and told her that when the time was right for the
locket to change ownership, she would know.
That day had finally come. The moment she met Merlin the
locket had begun humming constantly. So much so, that she had taken it of
during all the prior events and had remembered it the evening before when
Merlin and she traded life stories.
Merlin and John were trading a few stories of their own and
the laughter coming from both of them lifted her spirit more than she cared to
admit. She'd miss the tall wizard but also knew she'd see more of him in the
future. With regret, she interrupted the men and pulled Merlin to the side.
"I need to give you something. I can't tell much about
it but this was given to me for safekeeping by the Queen Mother. She said that
when the time is right I'd know I'd have to pass it on and to who." She
sported a small smile. "It seems the locket wants to go with you. I don't
know what it will do but I know it contains the spirit of one of her daughters.
She seems to think it's better to continue her journey with you."
With that said she gently dropped the locket in Merlin's hand
and closed his fingers over it. She could see by his reaction that he was
surprised but also that he picked up the humming. As if the spirit knew it had
a new owner, it calmed down and went back to rest.
"How is this possible?" Merlin asked.
"Who knows? It's from the Queen Mother. I don't question
her actions, she's the mother to our kind. Know that when you feel the humming
again it's time to give it some attention and try to listen to what she wants.
That's all the advice I can give you."
"It's mysterious, I'll grant you that. I'll take care of
her."
A few more pleasantries were exchanged and finally the
goodbyes were said and Merlin went back to his own little part of the world.
+ + + +
In just a pair of white boxers and a white damp towel around
his neck, Adam let out a loud sigh when he was done showering. How he had
longed for his own familiar cubicle, built to suit his height and size. He
couldn't really believe with all the wealth John and Gabriella must have that
they didn't spend some of it on larger showers.
Though he would much rather go over to Bronwille's, he knew
it was too late to knock on her door. Instead, he strolled over to his laptop
and booted it up before making a detour to the kitchen for a beer.
His mind more at peace now, he felt he had one story left to
tell Bronwille and now was as good a time to start it. Placing his bottle of
beer next to the laptop, he sat down and took a few minutes thinking of ways to
tell as much as he could without really freaking her out. Once his fingers
started to travel over his keyboard he lost track of time. Only when he hit
save one last time, did he notice he typed away half the night.
Content that the story was as complete as he could get it
without really revealing his big secret, he closed the file and went to bed. He
tossed and turned for a short while before sleep overtook him and his dreams
got better when a certain redhead made an appearance.
+ + + +
Bronwille stretched her sore muscles, she probably slept in a
wrong position and now her back was killing her. With loads of effort she got
up and drug herself to the shower. Turning on the hot water, she hoped the heat
on her back could ease some of the pain. And if that wouldn't help, she could
still turn to painkillers though she preferred not to use any at any given
time.
Slowly she dried herself and got on some easy and comfy
clothes before she made her now daily trip to Adam's tavern for breakfast. She
smiled a little thinking of the big bear man. She missed him and the longer he
was gone the harder she wished he was back. Katie hadn't said anything as to
when he may be back. She wasn't worried but just wanted to be near him, have
his calming influence around her and the secure feelings he let her have.
Opening the front door, she almost stepped on the red roses
on her doormat. As she picked them up, she saw the large note attached.
You are the missing puzzle piece to my soul.
The very piece I've been
desperately searching for.
The filler for the hole in my
life I've been trying to find.
The cure to the pain in my aching
heart.
I hope my absence
didn't weigh too hard on you. I missed you a lot and can't wait to see you
again.
Yours
Adam
Bronwille didn't realize her cheeks got wet with tears as she
read those words over and over. How could these words touch her so much? How
could these words tell just exactly what she was feeling as well?
Not sure what to do, she tossed the lovely roses on the small
side table next to the door, pushed the note in her handbag and almost sprinted
to the tavern. Out of breath, she entered and she didn't see him right away but
Katie saw her. A wide smile was on her face as she saw Bronwille and pointed to
the office in the back.
Bronwille didn't know how fast she made her way over and she
didn't even bother to knock but when she opened the office door a huge load
fell off her shoulders. He was back! She wanted to jump up and down out of
sheer joy but was halted when suddenly two strong arms lifted her up and spun
her around.
"God, how I've missed you." Adam held her close and
buried his nose in her deep red locks, breathing in her very essence. His wolf
wanted to howl and practically made somersaults containing his joy.
After many minutes of simply holding each other, Adam let her
down, keeping her hand in a death grip. He sat down on the sofa and pulled her
onto his lap. Its then when he noticed her red eyes.
"Sweetie, what's wrong? You've been crying!"
Bronwille managed to snicker as she rubbed her eyes again.
"Don't worry, these are the good kind. I got the roses
and the note. The one you left at my door this morning just touched me deeply.
Guess I got a bit emotional."
Adam placed his hands around her face and made sure she was
watching him.
"I meant every word of it. These last few days have been
hectic to say the least. I've been able
to close the book on a lot of things of my past, right some wrongs that have
happened in the past and it put so many things in a different light. I want
you, Bronwille, have no doubts about that. I'll do things at your pace, just
know I won't give up on you, ever. Understand?"
Bronwille heard the urgency and sincerity in his words. They
also told her so many others things that made her curious about his past.
"I do. I know I'm skittish and my moods can be different
from one moment to the next but I'll try. You've made me better already just
being with me. I don't know how or why, it just is. In the past, I would have
shied away, even turned my back on it all. Not with you. Give it time, that's
all I ask."
"That is what I'm giving. I'm not going to bore you with
what I've been doing these past days but one day I'll tell you. I don't want
secrets but I admit I have had a rough past, some things aren't so nice, some
are. I needed these few days to end it all. I'm ready for a whole new start
now. Are you?"
"I'm willing to try."
Adam's response was to gently nibble on her lips until he
felt her response before he delved deeper and started kissing her in earnest.
Minutes later both sat back gasping for air. Adam sported a huge smile, whereas
Bronwille's face showed many shades of red.
He surrounded her with his arms and gently pulled her close
and just held her for a while longer.
"What do you say about me making you some breakfast? A
little bird told me you made a habit of coming here every morning."
"Well, yeah…" She stuttered.
Adam didn't hold back his laugh.
"Come on, let's get some food into you. If you're nice,
you can even stay in the kitchen."
Bronwille's eyes lit up. She wouldn't pass up the chance to
see him in action on his terrain.
"Lead the way, I promise to be a good girl."
+ + + +
Adam couldn't hide the smile as he saw how Bronwille was
cleaning up her plate, not a crumb was left behind. The contented sigh that
followed just made him puff up like a cock strutting his stuff in the barn
yard. He was always happy when he saw people enjoying his food but with
Bronwille it was just that little bit more. It made him feel proud of what he
did.
"So what is on the schedule for today?" he
inquired.
"Not much. I just come for breakfast then go back home
to write and edit. Sometimes I came for dinner but that mostly depended on how
much more editorial work I had left to do. Almost done with the current draft,
so I'm having a night off."
"Good to hear, then I'll confiscate those hours. I
missed you and have some catching up to do."
Bronwille's face turned a slight bit redder.
"I wouldn't mind doing that kind of catching up, my
dear, but I was more thinking along the lines of having dinner somewhere else
and really make work of the 'get to know you' part of what is growing between
us. Things have been rather fast paced and unusual. The thing I want least to
happen is to make you feel uncomfortable or uneasy around me. This way, I take
some of that pressure away from you."
Bronwille gave his words a few seconds to sink in, her new
found courage liked those words, liked that he was being so considerate, so
caring.
"I think I agree there. Dinner and a nice chat might be
just the thing."
Adam's face beamed at her positive answer.
"I'll pick you up at your place at around eight. That a
good time?"
"I'll be ready."
As he looked around he saw more and more people were arriving
for the early morning rush and with a sigh he turned back to a smiling
Bronwille.
"I'm afraid I'll be needed in the kitchen," he said
while nodding his head towards another group of hungry people entering and
finding a spot to sit.
Bronwille chuckled at his obvious lack of desire about having
to start work again and leaving her.
"I've managed before, I'll manage the rest too. Don't
make me into a frail woman now, not you too! Just be you and that's all I ask.
You're doing wonders being just who you are."
Adam got up, walked around the table and pulled her up.
"You want me to be me?"
He didn't gave her a second reprieve before he captured her
mouth and kissed her so thoroughly she even forget where they were. A moan
escaped her lips as Adam dived in for the kill and battled her tongue with his
own. His arms snuck around her and pulled her tight. The kiss lasted for
several moments longer before Adam slowly retreated but kept her in his arms.
"This is me, all of me," he pulled her closer
again, his desire for her more than evident against her stomach, "and it's
only for you. Keep that in mind, beautiful one."
Bronwille was glad he was still holding her, she wasn't sure
if her legs would keep her standing up. Slowly it dawned on her where they were
and the clapping and whistling registered in her mind. She turned dark red with
embarrassment and wished she could crawl inside of Adam to hide.
The ostrich method wasn't really working as she felt his
solid chest shaking lightly and his hands cupped her face.
"You wanted me. I don't care who sees. Now they know
you're mine and will think twice before making a pass at you."
It was the kind tone he used that kept her calm as he laid
his claim on and she started to relax.
"Ok, ok. I'll have to get used to all of this, but if
it's alright with you, I would like a moment to myself now, to get my act
together so to speak."
Adam understood her predicament. It was his doings that
created the situation. If he was honest, she had reacted a lot better than he
would have envisioned. If she needed a second alone, he'd give her just that if
it meant he was making progress with her!
"Come to my office, stay there as long as you want. You
can even take the back entrance if you want to leave."
With that said, he turned with Bronwille safely glued to his
side. He couldn't help but puff up his chest as if he was parading her around
as they would to the private area of the tavern. He got a lot of approving
glances and nods from fellow wolves, pack and others.